If I write and post this goal publicly, I will hold myself accountable to it…
My goal, starting TODAY, until December 31, 2018 is to post a video of myself everyday! This can be in the form of Instagram, YouTube, or Facebook but I will post everyday!
WHY? When I joined my husband Beau with R&G full-time back in June, I was awful talking on camera! And I say awful as almost an understatement. I was not confident AT ALL! I would record a video of myself talking on camera then delete it, try again and get so frustrated with how I would forget what to say, stumble over words or just look and sound weird. I would say to myself “Okay NO NO NO! I’m done!” Well this eventually changed. Beau helped me a lot! He went through the same thing when he first started. He told me, “J, you just have to do it. It’s not going to be great at first but at least you did it. You will get better with time.” And y’all I still don’t think I’m good at it. I will begin talking, get my words all tangled up and have to start over! Lol funny. Isn’t that how life works? You begin something new and you’re not great but with a little bit of practice you begin to get better and gain a little confidence day by day. And trust me, I still mess up today! Ha but I just laugh at myself, keep trying and eventually I post it out there for the world to see, even if I don’t feel like it’s going to win an Emmy Award.
This goal is a self reminder and motivator to keep recording!